Some people never learn.
Some people keep making the same mistake, over and over and over again.No matter who they hurt, no matter how much trouble they cause to the people around them, and eventually themselves, they never. Fucking. Learn.
This time I'm not even angry at anyone else. This time I'm angry at myself.
Because no matter how hard it is when other people betray you, it's always worse - a hundred times worse - when you betray yourself.
So now for once when I'm not talking crap, listen to me. Learn from my mistakes, so you never have to go through what I'm going through.
DON'T. LET. YOURSELF. GET. COMPLACENT.
Ever.
You don't know what it'll cost you - until you've lost it. But you can never turn back the clock. Never. And maybe, just maybe, you don't deserve to.
Addiction sucks. Don't ever, ever, let anything suck you in until you lose yourself.
Because that's not the only thing you'll lose.
Are you ok dude? What's going on?
ReplyDeleteMayhem: Aww thanks for your concern mate. I'm better now. Just had some, uh, SRS BSNS going on in life. Might write about it someday, though it'll probably be so twisted, stuffed with bad jokes and bloated with needlessly long self-editorials that people will never know it was that serious. MWAHAHA!
ReplyDeleteThanks though. Seriously.
In other news, I'm having loads of trouble uploading pictures to Blogger, which is why I haven't posted in a while. Next post is pretty-image-dependent. Anyone else having this problem?
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ReplyDeleteThanks for this bllog post
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